well, it's been forever since I've posted, and I ahve so much to say!
I think the most important thing to write is:

I LOVE NICK S.!
We have been together officially since the 31st of Aug. and our 3 month is coming up!

yeas, I know it sound crazy, because I don't believe in love! But I feel complete when I'm near him! It's the oddest thing ever. And yet I don't want it to go away.

At first he said he loves me, and I didn't know how to react, and there was tenson, but then time pasted, and I said it back. And meant it. I really really meant it.

He's so good to me.
When I was at his house after his mom just brought us back from Denny's at 4:00 in the morning, I fell asleep next to his bed while he slept on it(I made sure he had the bed) and he thought I was asleep(but I wasn't) and he put a blanket over me so I wouldn't get cold. And he just kept leaning over the bed to look at me. *sigh* I love him, and I somehow knew I would th emoment I saw him, and I just didn't know what to do about Minion, because I thought Minion needed me. But I had to choose Nick over Minion. I knew somehow deep that I'd love him.

I don't want to love him because it's Highschool, and highschool relationships never last.